Back to basic

Okay i know this sucks

2010-01-28T01:32:00.003+08:00

As what the title says i know this totally sucks ,
and it just seems like i am too free or what so ever.
But i have once again changed my url...
I will now be using tumblr to blog, because it already have a application for itouch/iphone .
I am not saying that there is no possibility that blogger may come up with it soon, but tumblr is one of the first to come out with the application and that's just cool

New URL will be --> http://justusstoned.tumblr.com

Sorry about the trouble :)

Say WHAT~

2010-01-23T23:20:00.003+08:00

Life have been really much more relaxing ever since i cleared my TP .
Now all I need to think about is the exam exam and exam :), life haven been so free and easy for a long long time.

Semester exam will be around 1 month later , so almost time to just study and plan for the holidays.
This holiday i hope to work less and go out a little bit more, for the past 1 year plus i haven really had a long break except for the times i went overseas, but every time I arrived back in Singapore, i have to work on the following day!
How tedious is that?

Whew, I am really getting bad at blogging... it took me almost 30 minutes to type those few lines.
I guess I really care less about details nowadays ...

Regarding the new blog skin I am totally kidding... no new blog skin..

No I'm just joking.. i am really planning to do it but not so soon, at least until i find 1 day i have totally nothing to do ,sitting in front of my laptop thinking what should i do now...
Then i will do my blogskin :)

I feel bad

2010-01-21T19:57:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not blogging frequently, this is my 1st post of the year and it is really a short post.

Bullet points updates.

Passed my TP! YEAH!
cough like mad for the past week
Planning to change blogskin
in a rush for dinner now

so i shall post more when i get back or maybe on my next post, till then!

Rest well, unless you want to be like me poor guy coughing non stop.

Not dead yet!

2009-12-31T17:15:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the lack of blog posts!
I know the last post was dated rather far back
and my friend Jovan already set me as the least visited blog in his link list.

He told me himself that its categorized according to how often he visits the blog, from the most visited to the least visited, and you should have noticed that my link is named as "Dead Kun Blog".
I'm not dead! HA

Alright this post is actually here just because tomorrow is actually the new year!!!
Finally i am gonna step into the twenties, and as the saying goes, once you get into the twenties time accelerates 10 times faster....

Okay there's no such saying i made that up...
The fact is when you are in the twenties many things happen.
Like you'll get a full-time job, get married,become a parent...
I don't know but its just all the big things that happens in life, so i guess time seems to past faster.

Well maybe i should start talking about what have been happening , in case people feel excluded..

Yeah the busy weeks starts 20th December, the genting trip with my NYP mates and Hubert(Jovan's friend), 3 days 2 nights in the cloud it was really awesome time,had a early gift exchange with them and i got Jovan's present which is a mini apple speaker, which is pretty cool.
Went to cloud9 to drink and 2 of the guys got totally drunk, then the pub closed at 2.00am so the lady from cloud9 bought us to Safari for free, the place was so spacious because not much people were there but the DJ was so boring...So me along with a few friends went in for awhile and left.

Then there's the gift exchange with the NPY people , did the gift exchange at coffee bean then all of us went to Bishan to prawn. Rented 4 rods and caught around 30 over prawns.

Tired tired not motivated to blog at all..

Then yesterday woke up at 9.30am to collect my specs with wenjie and after that to work till 10.30pm or 11.00pm.
After work went to powerhouse with my bunch of friends till the club close, then got home at around 5.00am..

Woke up this morning at 2.30pm... so i am really lethargic now

Life isn't just a game

2009-11-22T01:21:00.003+08:00

Argh, frustrated...
If only life is a game I would have pressed the reset button...
I just feel like erasing whatever happened, whoever I've met, things I've done...
I've hate the feeling when you just feel so left out, so abandoned.
I hate it when people take me for granted.
What's the point of being a good friend?
You will never get back what you give.
I trust easily and that is not a good thing.
I hate the nature of my being....

Screw promises and screw friendship...
who need good friends when you have got yourself to depend on!

Here and there

2009-10-24T00:20:00.003+08:00

Random bits from here and there!

Alright , so from my previous post you should know that i went for my TP test, and the results? I failed!
Other then that, everything is fine.
I came back from my Bangkok trip and school have started, quite eventful.
This few days have been smooth, hopefully all other things will work out good as well.

Next, i just have to continue to comment on how talented Jason wade is, he is BOOMZly amazing.
Haha, if i don't make fun of Ris Low it may seem like i am a mountain turtle. Yeah but to continue , with my infinite compliment for Jason Wade, his voice is seriously divine, and he look so good with a guitar.
I just have to keep replaying lifehouse's "Whatever It Takes" MTV and see him play his guitar.
Weird i know, but i can't help it when someone's music appeals to me so much... hah

Halfway through

2009-09-27T21:36:00.005+08:00

To begin i will like to say that i have been stressed up over 2 things, number 1 is my result for my semester exam and another is my TP( traffic police test), and i am glad i got good news to share.
I have received my semester's results couple of days ago, and i passed all of my subjects . Seriously i expected worst grades, although all the grades are C's and B's and my GPA fell by 0.3 i am still really happy to remain here in the class.

Now i am just anxious,nervous and stressed up over my TP test, every time i think about it ,a picture of an grumpy old men wearing their TP uniform starring at me will fill my entire mind.
I can really imagine the stress for each candidate since there is so many TPs that day to spot any minor mistake that you make, and they will not hesitate to give you points!
Any more then 20 points and that's it, i hope that i don't commit any immediate failure, because it also means that i have to wait for another few weeks or months to book another test date.

Please! let me pass..

Belly button?

2009-09-23T10:23:00.002+08:00

Hey! whoever is reading my blog! hello!
Ha, i just got my results and i am sure glad that i did not fail!
Puts a smile on my face, now i just got to be nervous about my Traffic police test on the 1st of October, please everyone give me your luck!
Make sure i get no immediate failure and i don't score above 18? or 20? i forgot.

On a side note, do anyone of you know what's the use of your belly button, other then the fact that you need it for the umbilical cord to transport nutrient from your mummy when your a fetus ?
Because i believe that after you are born it's just there for decoration, and of course maybe catch bits of chips that you dropped while your eating and lying at the same time.
When is the last time you cleaned your belly button?
Its a weird question, but you better do clean it!
you don't want to find maggots there one day! hah!

Drop your weapon!

2009-09-01T23:46:00.001+08:00

Alright! finally a new post, which you maay be seeing for the next few weeks.
This post will be one of those post that will tell you how busy i am and the excuses for not blogging.

Like i said i have been extremely busy for the pass few weeks, it have just been all work and studying.
Even though i did studied, every paper that i have taken this semester is rather discouraging.
Reason being again, the lecturers gave us revision paper which is not helpful and in some way misleading,
i am not trying to push the blame on the lecturers but i am serious about this point.
Everyone is telling me that...

... ermm okay not everyone but quite a handful of people did said that!

Well on a random note, time have really slipped and it is already the 9th month of the year, i recall those goals that i set.
Those goals that i thought was really not that hard to attain, they are all gone.
Car license have turned into a bike license which i will be taking at 1st Oct 09(TP date),
my 5k in bank is unreachable, with the current pay and amount of time, there is just no way i will get 5k.
Unless maybe if i strike a lottery...
Next, a better body for beach party.. haha its a little laughable, the amount of sugar i consumed recently have been massive, I don't want to blame anyone but myself... (perhaps because of all the studying that require so much energy)
HAHA!
no i am still not blaming the exams...

Well actually this year i just want to really pass my exams, i don't wish for those crazy grades.
I just hope that i won't fail, if i fail i will be extremely demoralized , in addition i have to plan my next semester's schedule and drop out of my class.
Just thinking about it is so sad.
So i better pass my paper!

Tomorrow is my last paper, and it's the one i worry the most.
Seriously! i just want to pass.
After tomorrow i will be packed with work.
However, i have plans which includes going overseas and going tanning.
I kind of miss my red tan when i was always going to the pool.
Well i hope things go well, then i will have a happy Christmas that i look forward to every year.
This year for Christmas i have plans to laze on the couch at home with the air-con on and watch Mr bean's Christmas special the whole day.
I wish i have Starhub's cable TV , then i can watch MTV the whole day with their Christmas special's.

Gah! i feel like i have haters, is that normal?

Twitter VS Blogging

2009-08-06T01:52:00.003+08:00

For some of you who might be reading my blog.
You probably already noticed that i have not posted any entry for quite some time.

I am here to say that although i am not posting as much as i used to, but this blog will not close down.

The thing is Twitter is really a smart and easy way for the user to express what he/she is feeling at the point of time, this gives instant updates to the web profile, and any double post on the blog will be rather redundant.
Normally i blog only when i have stored a series of event or feelings and share it all together in a single post, however now with Twitter all this feelings and event are easily shared and not stored up .Thus , explaining why most of the bloggers that i know who have Twitter at the same time started to blog less.

I ran one whole round but my point is, i am actually just busy.
I don't even twitter much since i can't do it with my phone now!

The little things that makes you happy

2009-07-10T00:52:00.007+08:00

What is the little things that makes you happy? for me it have a lot to do with what i use to do as a kid and during my younger days. Come to think of it, actually many of it happens in the early morning! Weird,maybe it is because morning is the point of time when you decide on the mood of the whole day, so if you start off happy in the morning the rest of the day will be more enjoyable.

I love to laze around in the bed in the morning after being waken up by the alarm clock, in the end sleeping till i wake up "naturally".
This used to happen to me for a few times during my secondary school days!
I even use to do it on purpose when i am in my cousin's house, i set the alarm in the morning when i got nothing better to do the next day, in the end when the alarm rings i just switch it off and laze around a little and then go back to sleep.I know! superfluous right? i cannot believe that i actually did that as well!

Another one of those little things that never fail to make me smile is a set of warm Macdonald's pancake with orange juice and hashbrown in the morning, i love to wake up to a nice breakfast.
My dad use to buy this for us when we were really young!

Going to the arcade right out of bed is also such a precious memory. I remember once my whole family was trying to wake me up to catch a very early soccer match in Kallang stadium, i refuse to wake up until my dad said we are going to arcade now quickly wake up!
I was tricked ,so i woke up and quickly prepare to go out, as a little kid then my face couldn't hide my joy on the face, i was smiling all the way in the car until i found out that i was tricked to watch a soccer match. I always pout when i was young, so i did what i do best and pout all the way , my dad saw and brought us to the arcade after the match. I love the arcade when i was a kid because you can exchange your coupons for prizes, nowadays its not as common.

Twitter

2009-07-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

Recently i have been seeing "Twitter" on a lot of blogs that i visit, so i was thinking why not, and so i created a account and so far i only have 2 pathetic posts on my twitter.
Well lets see how long i will last with twitter.

Why?

2009-06-30T01:10:00.002+08:00

I feel like a messed up guy...
I just have things which again i can't type on my blog.

So pardon me for being an ass to mention something but not giving the whole story.
Its personal and complicated.

Obsessed

2009-06-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

Mariah's new album is coming up, and its called "Memoirs of an imperfect angel"

Of course obsessed is her new single.
Album will probably be out in August or September, we just have to wait!
And i will totally buy this album!

On a side note, its good that we cleared some problems now.

SCREWED UP

2009-06-21T02:40:00.005+08:00

I am sick and tired of being misunderstood.
This kind of thing always happen to me.
Every time i don't talk about everything about me, i am labeled as fake.
Even if i am being true, wtf? i am still fake in people eyes.

Okay label me as fake, whatever.
Nowadays it just seems like its more of a give and give situation, people no longer see how much you give but they just see how much you take.
They tell you how much they give and that's it.

I don't believe that i have to tell everybody about how i feel, so if you are curious ask.
When i feel sad i do not think that i have to take a megaphone and yell it out to everyone that i am sad.
What is this?

When i say this i meant it, fuck it ! its just extremely pointless if i have to come out and explain all this thing.

Seriously WTF men...

If you think that i am fake, just keep your guards against me, because i am fake and may be scheming something behind.
Yeah!

Oh ya btw, the world is against me and only a few people is supporting me...
That is always the situation
Thanks my dearest few who really supports me.

p/s: i am pretty much disappointed that after so long, you did not tell me anything and all along you have thought of me as someone fake. Miscommunication perhaps, but you can never deny the fact that you thought that i am fake with my response.

Exclusiveness

2009-06-20T22:45:00.003+08:00

Okay now i understand it, what people is truly looking for in a friendship is mostly the exclusiveness!
People just wants to feel exclusive, like when some information have to be passed, the person feel like they need to be the one to get the information first. It is this kind of exclusiveness that affirms the person that he/she is really more then just regular friends to that person.
In this context more than just regular friends does not mean boyfriend or girlfriend, it just means a closer friend that knows more about you and vice versa.

Personal revelation okay! don't come and tell me you already understood that long ago! cause that is your problem! haha

Game of life

2009-06-18T01:00:00.004+08:00

Have been rather stressed out lately, mostly because of projects and exams from school.
Good thing most of the projects are cleared, now i just have to push in every bit of my effort in to studying for the much dreaded papers.
It's seriously mind wrecking just by the thought of it.
Looking at how stress have been growing every year,
i can only imagine what it will be like when i get out to the working world.
However strangely enough, human beings is really good at adaptation.
Sometimes i really think i am not meant for a country like Singapore, how it is so fast-paced and the laws that is always keeping us so bounded.
But i think again, its amazing how i am still going on, how i still manage.
It's all about adaptation.
I am not a master of management, and don't get me wrong this is not a post to brag about how awesome i have been doing.

This is just how the game of life works perhaps,
follow the rule, if you can't comply,if you can't adapt, choose the easiest way out.
End the game yourself , give up.

For me:
The game of life is not about how successful you become, its about how you lived your life till your very last days.

The old saying "If you can't beat them join them"
i would interpret this as:
If you can't change the world , adapt with the rest of the world.

Sigh... sad fact of life.

Superman

2009-06-09T23:54:00.003+08:00

Para siempre mija
Te promento te voy a amar
Hasta la muerte

The perfect expression

Expanding your time

2009-05-31T23:54:00.006+08:00

Tips to expand your time
by Sheila Adams

Mixing Simple/Complex and Left/Right Brain Activities
Your daily plan will certainly include a combination of simple projects that don't involve much time, and others that are complex and more time-intensive. If you're faced with a big task, like writing a marketing plan or developing a proposal, break it down into more manageable pieces like completing an outline, or developing one section. Decide how much time you can allocate to a piece and get this out of the way first in your day to short-circuit the procrastination response and take advantage of your energy while it's fresh. Then take a break and focus on something easier and of shorter duration. Shifting back and forth between important but difficult tasks and less complex ones will make it more likely that you'll actually get through everything on your list with a lot less effort, and still have energy left over.

Just as you benefit from shifting back and forth between simple and complex projects, you can get an energy boost from shifting between left- and right-brain activities. A personal example is how I shift between writing articles, designing seminars, or doing administrative tasks with designing marketing materials or working on my Web site design. Taking time to dip into creative activities adds inspiration and energy to more logical and mundane activities. If you don't have right brain-type activities on your weekly list, take creative breaks, such as making mind maps of ideas you're working on or even mind-mapping your daily planning list.

Eliminating Time Wasters and Energy Drains
Here are a few of my most "unfavorite" annoyances that eat up valuable time and drain energy:

Poor delegation

Unclear goals

Poor planning and prioritization

Limiting and/or negative attitude

Disorganization and clutter

Procrastination (could be a sign that the task is something that you don't enjoy, involves an undeveloped skill, or both)

Overwork/burnout

Taking on too much at once

Having so much to do that you don't know where to start ("deer in the headlights" syndrome)

Another energy drain and time waster that distracts you from your purpose is the accumulation of little, annoying tasks that easily get put off. These usually fall into a category called "important but not urgent." They can include balancing your checkbook, cleaning your closet, getting the maintenance on your car done, getting your yearly physical and dental checkups. You get the idea. You really realize how much energy it drains when you finally get these done and notice how much lighter you feel.

Taking Breaks
OK, workaholics take note! There is a fine line between focusing on a task to see it through to completion, and doggedly sticking with it to exhaustion. Letting yourself reach the point of fatigue has serious, negative long-term effects on your energy and health. If you pace yourself throughout an intense period of work by taking breaks and doing creative activities, not only will you complete the project with energy to spare, but the quality will be much higher.

Left-Brain Activities are…

numerical

spatial

sequential

non-linear

verbal

dimensional

analytic

imaginative

logical

rhythmic

linear

visual

perceptual

Extracted from here
I know this that i haven been blogging for sometimes, but it is seriously because i am getting too busy with every things that is happening around me right now.
So here is some time expanding tips that i just read from an online article and i hope that maybe you guys can learn something from here.

The new gadget

2009-05-16T11:46:00.004+08:00

Celebrated my mum's birthday not too long ago and some of my cousins and i got her a Canon photo printer.
This is probably her coolest gadget now, the photo printer not only develops 4r size, it can also print out photos in the size of your IC.
Its just fascinating to see the blank photo go into the machine and come out with the printed picture!
It even allows user to send picture via bluetooth , and that's just what my mum have been doing for the pass few days, sending picture to print.
Well, its quite a neat gadget and its not really expensive.

Alright,some updates on my bike license, right now i have just passed my practical lesson 2 and next Wednesday will be practical lesson 3, soon i will also be taking those theory lessons to prepare for my PDL(Provisional Driving License).
So that's about it, not much to update, but updated.

Smiling for a camera

2009-05-10T12:00:00.002+08:00

Just awhile back, i was looking through some of my older pictures from my blog.
It will always prove to me that i am not a photogenic person.
Every time i take a photo i will be so awkward,
because i know that i will either spoil the picture or i will just look bad or weird in it.
That's the main reason why i don't have much pictures other then the one from the Taiwan trip.

So just how do you smile for a camera and look good in it?

Drained to the max

2009-05-04T23:24:00.003+08:00

For the next few months , my schedule will be so hectic that i won't even have sufficient time to rest.
Okay i shall write down on what will probably happen during the next few weeks.

Monday, school starts at 8.00am, ends at 4.00pm, probably will be motorbike lesson.
Tuesday, school starts at 8.00am ends at 4.00pm, then go to gym with the guys.
Wednesday, school starts at 9.00am ends at 12.00pm, another motorbike lesson , then to work till 10.00pm.
Thursday,school starts at 10.00am, ends at 6.00pm.
Friday, school starts at 8.00am ,ends at 4.00pm,another motorbike lesson.
Saturday, working for half a day
Sunday, another half a day of work.

I can hardly get a good 8.00 hours of sleep unless its Saturday, so tiring.
Hopefully i will be able to achieve many things and not neglect my studies, right now its already week 3 and i still have no clue what the lecturers are blabbering about.

I am just totally drained to the max,
but that also means that i am getting a lot of things done!

Risk taking

2009-05-03T09:51:00.004+08:00

For half of my life i have been someone who always play safe.
I have always been against the idea of riding a motorbike since the accident rate is pretty high, however i have decided to go for my motorbike license, probably because of my friends influences.

So i have always tried to keep this a secret until yesterday, my brothers saw my training record booklet for class 2B on my desk. I did not expect them to look through my stuff, but my brother did just that, and he told my eldest brother.He came to me with sarcastic remark about how i always said that motorbike is bad and how i don't need my own vehicle.
But if there is one thing i've learned over the years of socializing, people do change no matter how hard you try to keep them the same as the one you knew at first.

Later that night, my mum came to me and asked about my saving. I told her that i will get pretty depleted of cash, she go on and ask why and what i spend it on. I just kept saying that it's something she won't like , she kept guessing things like guitar,game and other random stuffs.
Finally she said motorbike?
I always tries my best not to lie to anyone, so i admitted it.
The truth is i can't keep this as a secret for too long if my mum and i will be staying under one roof.
She remained calm and told me that it is not safe to drive bike and things like that, the things that i already know.
So i went on and told her that if all your life you have to play safe, what will you achieve at the end of the day?
You won't be able to experience, some of the worlds best activities just because you think that it's unsafe.
Well, just hope that she will understand better and have a peace of mind.
I do understand that it's inevitable for a parent to think that way, if one day my child wants to take up motorbike, i will also be very worried.
Well but i should not let the past restrain the future.
I shouldn't let those people whom i know had accident while driving bike, stop what my child wants to do, we only have one life , we got to live it our way, because everybody only have one life, don't let anybody stop you.

The Greatest Effort

2009-04-27T23:41:00.006+08:00

Just this afternoon when i've reached home from school, i finally took a look at my house.
It's in a total mess and nobody even bothered to clean it up, in fact i figured that they(my brothers) just piled up another piece of worn t-shirt or jeans over the previous one that they left.
It was so bad that when i wanted to put my lunch which i bought from a nearby eatery on the table, there was no available surface.The table was filled with bills , notes and books, i was really frustrated and went insane for a moment, i threw all their books,bills ect onto 1 side of the table and i did notice that i made an expression which Dr.Lightmen from "Lie to me" will have said to be that of a person who wants to kill or hurt somebody intentionally.
It was a subconscious expression, well who can blame me?for a neat freak like me, going home with the crazy warm and humid weather, seeing everything so messed up, not being able to find a spot for my lunch on the table was the melting point. It's not like i have did anything drastic anyways.

Well so i cooled down and thought things through, if i carry on wanting things to be clean and neat i will only get even more angry with everything around me.Reason being that i am too much of a perfectionist when it come to the tidiness of the place i stay in.
So i should compromise?

However without the existence of perfectionist, where is the room for improvement?
without someone always being there to do better, would you strive for the better?
In this case my argument is very one-sided since even with me around, i know that my brothers will not make the effort to be tidier and things like that.
It's their lifestyle choices , which i don't think i have the capability to change it.
So does it mean that they should not change?

Well from my point of view, i do not think that this is a healthy lifestyle choice at all.
Why do you clean up your room when you bring girls home?
It is because you don't want them to know how untidy you are.
If you do this kind of thing you are subconsciously ashamed of your own untidiness.
Untidiness not only make things look messy, overtime your unmaintained items will start to attract pests.
You want that?

But the whole point of my argument is you don't have to be a perfectionist, but at least don't be too sloppy.

Lets take an example of a lady.
Lets say this is a average lady with a average look and average figure.
If she just do away with the whole perfectionist thing,everyday she just go to work with her unkempt hair and never brushes her teeth, do you think she will even get a job in the first place?
At least do your best, yeah that's the phrase.
Do your best to look your best, you don't have to look perfect because nobody is perfect.
Just do your best to look your best, people will feel like you've made the effort and you will also look better and feel better.

Well then, food for thoughts.
Not really

Seems Like A Challange

2009-04-25T15:31:00.005+08:00

Before i go to work in 15 minutes time i have decided to do some blogging about my new semester.
This semester will probably be a tough one,
i have already attended 1 week of lectures,labs and tutorials but i have absorb only around 20%.
I do not even know what subjects am i taking this semester,
from the first week of school, the number of projects is crazy.
From next week i already have to start meeting up for project discussion.
The new timetable really sucked, i am still in holiday mood and don't really feel like studying at all.
Every Wednesday and non-studying day i also have to go to work and that includes public holidays.
Well lets hope for the better!!!

Stewie Griffin Song

2009-04-20T20:55:00.003+08:00

This song is written by Stewie Griffin,
well not really since he is actually a animated character, well i don't really know who writes this song

you got your G chord right here

it's like your cosy house where you live

that's where you start your journey

here i am in my house nice and cosy

then maybe you poke your head out the door with a C chord

everything looks okay out here

maybe i'll take a walk outside

to the D chord

oww walking around outside looking at all the stuff out here

then we go to a A minor

getting a little cloudy out here

looking like we might have some weather

then we go to E minor

oww defienently got some weather

things are a little more complicated then they seem at first

and then we go back to my house

Brian:you sound like an unbelievable douche
G C D
Then Brian comes in and i change up the tempo
G C D
Brian comes in and it changes the song
G C D
looking at me like he thinks i'm a douchebag
G C D
but his gonner learn pretty fast that his wrong
Am G
hey Brian, why are you bringing me down men?
Am G
why are you bringing me down? DON'T BRING ME DOWN!

Music and lyrics : Stewie Griffin

Well I just replayed a certain part of family guys certain episode many times to get the lyrics and chord of the song.
This is one of those thing that i do when i really have nothing to do at home.
Well, so the other day i went out my cousin to get us advance birthday presents.
Both of us got the same acoustic guitar but in different colors, i got mine in blue and she got hers in red.
After the purchase, we shopped around for another present for my other cousin and we got him this sleek wallet with streaks on the surface, it was indeed really sleek and i really liked it as well.
After we gotten the presents the whole day we just hanged around aimlessly , we went up to the sky garden in Suntec and tried our new guitar, because both of us are loyal fans of "Family Guy"
we probably did watch all the episodes for at least a few times. We sat there tuning our guitar and talking about Family Guy,then we were reminded of the above song in one of the episode, so we started playing "Brian comes in and it changes the tempo,Brian comes in and it changes the song" This is the earliest birthday gift i've ever received, its funny my previous birthday is closer then my next birthday and i already got a present for my birthday this year!

On a random note, i went to my class reps house the other day, it was horrible!
I took a wrong bus and alighted at a wrong stop, i walked for around 15 minutes before i decide to take a Cab to his house, on the same day when i was going home from his house, i took yet another wrong bus and alighted at another very wrong stop.
This time round i alighted 4 trains station away from my house, i walked for a total of 1 hour from 11.00pm to 12.00am before i reach my house.
Good thing i like walking.

First Impression

2009-04-13T00:36:00.003+08:00

There is some girls that you will hate, just by a mere glimpse.
Then there are girls that you just want to have sex with, without commitment.
Finally, there is the kind of girl who you just want to be with, for the rest of your life.

Craving

2009-04-12T01:06:00.005+08:00

Craving is awesome, but at the same time a torture!
Occasionally i will have severe craving for random foods that i have tried,
and internet is not exactly the best thing to be by my side.
Just moments ago, i had this extreme craving for "Braised pork rice" which i had when i was in Taiwan.
So i sub-consciously, went to my google search bar and typed in "Taiwanese Braised Pork Rice",
as if the vague image of the dish flashing pass my mind was not tempting enough.
The website flashed this in front of me.

Argh!!!!, i need my "Lu Rou Fan"!!!

Anti Alcohol

2009-04-08T01:57:00.007+08:00

Not long ago, my class had our class chalet at "Downtown East".
It was another typical youth chalet, people will just bring in the booze and get high.
That night the alcohol gathered with "Bourbon","Vodka","Chivas"and"Tequila",
as per normal everyone played drinking games.
Dumb enough i challenged Jovan to finger guessing game over the "Knob Creed Bourbon" that i bought to the chalet.

I got totally wasted that night,
but if i did not remember wrongly, so did most of the people in the chalet.
So i made a fool of myself and puked like there's no tomorrow.
Now my class favorite quote is "Let me fall!"(inside joke).
So after the night of puking, the next day everyone in the chalet was moody and quiet.
The hangover begins,
i told those in the chalet that i will quit drinking.

"Yah right..."

Today.. Oh yesterday, since its 2 hours past 12.00am.
We went to celebrate birthday for Micky,
Had our buffet at "Nihon-Mura. The Cathay",
their service was very disappointing,
mainly i can only say they lack manpower and is not well prepared for the tea-time buffet,
from the time we stepped into the restaurant, we waited for 1 hour before the drinks are served.
but non the less we had a very full meal.
We continued to watch "Shinjuku Incident",
next, all of us went to "Eski Bar", we had "Heniken" ,
after we left the bar, i thought we were going home but i was wrong,
we went to "Whisky Bar" for second round, this time round we opened "Martel",
I did not wanted them, when i drink i felt the way i felt when i was puking the bourbon.
So because Kenneth and i have work the next day, we took off first.

So... Not really quitting i guess...
at the first place, its not like i am addicted,like Brian from family guy...

Retarded Death Threat

2009-04-06T13:36:00.006+08:00

"Hong Kong - The Edison Chen sex photo saga took a dark twist as a bullet and a death threat aimed at the actor were delivered to Hong Kong's Cable TV station on Thursday.
The letter, a computer printout in English, said Chen should disappear from any public or promotional events in any country from April 4, said reports. This was a final warning to him and he should take it seriously or his personal safety would be at risk, said the letter. He had been given a chance in Singapore and he would not get another one, it added.
The letter, which referred to him as 'Edison Chan', had no signature, said Apple Daily.
The threat came after the 28-year-old Chinese Canadian attended two promotional events in Singapore on Feb 27. That same day, Cable TV aired an exclusive interview with a victim of the scandal, Hong Kong actress Cecilia Cheung.
According to Apple Daily, Chen will be in Singapore on April 6 to promote the thriller The Sniper. Shaw Organisation, the Singapore distributor of the movie, had no comment.
Cable TV called the police after its staff opened the letter at about 5pm, said reports.
The gold-coloured bullet and letter were delivered in a white envelope, which was sent in an A4-sized brown envelope with United States postage stamps and a return address in Pennsylvania.
The station's footage showed no postmarks on the brown envelope, however, and it was uncertain where the letter was sent from. The stamps depict the Liberty Bell. In Chinese, 'bell' and 'death' are homonyms.
Chen's management firm, East Asia Entertainment, said that it was 'shocked' but had no further comment.
The actor has not appeared in public in Hong Kong since Feb 21 last year, when he apologized for the scandal. According to the South China Morning Post, he said on Nov 26 that he would not return to Hong Kong as he feared for his safety."

I just find it really retarded for someone to react in such a way, just because of an event.

"He had been given a chance in Singapore and he would not get another one"does this mean that he gets only 1 chance to appear in Singapore? from my understanding this should probably mean that he gets 1 chance of forgiveness for whatever he have done and since he did not do anything that the public think is wrong, shouldn't he be allowed to come back to Singapore?

The whole case is redundant from the start, Edison leaked his sex photos with various actress. Just because he is a actor he have to apologies for all that he did, i did not see Tammy apologizing for the leak of her sex video.

Just because he is a public figure he have to be banned from countries and receive death threats, yeah he maybe a player, but the ladies are all willing parties as well.By the way in what way does him coming to Singapore affect your life? You don't even get to see him, if you did not hear about the news, you probably will not even notice that he is in Singapore.

Probably many will disagree with me, but its just my perspective.

Superficial

2009-04-03T22:36:00.003+08:00

I don't talk much, but i am real.
Its just frustrating, i can't assume someone is pretentious.
Maybe i just have a bad personality which everybody hates.
A lot of things is running through my mind now.
Many things that can't be expressed here.

Random Photo

2009-03-31T00:58:00.005+08:00

Just a random photo from Jovan's camera.
I've got all the photos from Taiwan already, but i just don't have the energy to post it up.

Just in time

2009-03-30T01:56:00.003+08:00

My class chalet will be happening in two days time and i was having a swollen eyelid just 2 days ago.
I was thinking to myself why must this happen to me when i will be having a event soon?
Good thing i read up on some online remedy and the swell is healing fast,
its a good feeling when this kind of thing happens.
Not that its good when bad things happen,
but its when those bad things clear up just on time!

Well it do not happen often!
Just trying to find joy in every small things in life.

3 years!

2009-03-27T13:28:00.001+08:00

When i checked my online profile today i found out that i have been blogging for 3 years!
it includes a few previous blogs i owned!

3 years, wow...

Watermelon

2009-03-26T00:12:00.004+08:00

My old phone have finally returned to its rightful owner, and i've finally gotten myself a new phone!

and i got really a lot of green stuffs

Appreciative

2009-03-22T01:30:00.005+08:00

Appreciation is what most people really yearns for,
even for me, i feel that being appreciative and appreciated is something that should not be lacking in every relationships.
Even with my customers, they shows their appreciation with at least a word of thank you.
I really don't understand, if the people that you do not know can appreciate you for your services, why can't those who are your friend, those who are closer to you and understands you be appreciative.

Recently i've been feeling really vexed over certain things that is happening and not happening.
It seems like nowadays people don't care anymore, i don't think that i can go on with this kind of feeling so i am going to make a decision, hopefully to change this situation to the better.

Even though i look up to how DaveyWavey is always positive and i try to be as positive as i can, but i just seems to be in a down time during this point of life where i don't need hypocrites, sarcastic people and people who just thinks about themselves.
I HATE to the extreme selfish people.
I just need people who really do care.

By the way, i've got STICKY's rainbow mini-pop for the girls who never complains
Sharon who is always so nice to everyone and
Liu who is also always nice and patient with teaching me during exam periods.
I did not get anything for the guys not because i am bias but i just don't think they will like the lollipops.

The Day Just Won't End

2009-03-17T08:43:00.004+08:00

Yeah, just when i thought that everything will be alright after the sleep.
Woke up at 7.00am, logged into school website hoping to get my results but it is still not up.
So i waited and chatted online, at 8.00am sharp logged into my school website again and there! the results are finally up!
It was not good, my GPA dropped to 3.157, okay i am going to buy 4D with this number.

Frustrating

2009-03-17T01:09:00.002+08:00

The day kicked off with a bad start, when i log into my laptop,
it came up with a message saying that it could not get into my user account.
After several attempts restarting my laptop, the condition did not improve.
I finally went to my shelves and looked for the "Acer manual guide" i tried many things that is written in there, however nothing seems to help.
Frustrated i dialed the Acer's help line, i called a total of 3 times lasting around 60 minutes.
Did it help?
Not at all! the line have been busy since the time i called Acer's help line, it just kept telling me "Our operators are all engaged at the moment, please continue to wait or email us at Acer's website"
Just in the midst of frustration my friend called and told me that we are meeting in a hour time,
so there i was, out of bed and frustrated i quickly switched off the laptop and rushed to prepare and bath.
I finally met up with them at a later time,
went to catch "Coming soon" a Thailand horror film,
next we went to have our dinner at AMK's Ashton,
after i ordered my meal and went back to my sit,
a damn kamikaze wasp dived into my ice lemon tea even before i get to have a sip of it,
i went over to the counter hoping that they will be kind enough to change it for me,
sadly they just said that whatever happens after the drinks is served its not their responsibility.
The day went on and we watched the second movie of the day "Race to witch mountain", the show was pretty good.
Now i need to watch "Dance Flick" because the Wayan brothers is acting in it!

Finally the day ends even worst, after i just got back and my laptop is still not working.
I did the saddest thing, i reformatted my laptop.
Now all my songs,videos,pictures and other datas are erased!
Lets see if it will get worst, my results will be released soon.

Christian name

2009-03-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

A few years ago when i was still in church, i was water baptized,
and my baptism name was "Justus", the reason being that the name was unique and it is a pretty nice name.
However many people did not know that my first choice for christian name was "Kelvin", i liked it because it matches my initial and i thought that the name was really nice.
So, why did i not choose "Kelvin" and chose "Justus" instead?
The truth is that during the year of baptism, i know of a few people who have the christian name "Kelvin", so if i chose "Kelvin" as my baptism name, it will be pretty awkward when we meet each other.

Now that i have left church, when people ask if i have a christian name, i will still tell them that it is "Justus".
Majority did not know how to pronounce it and finds it hard to call me by that name, so i stop introducing my christian name to them.

This 3 days i have been working daily, and when i log into my account in the cashier, my colleague will ask me who is "Justus", and i will tell them that "Justus" is my christian name.
Most of them will just laugh and say "Just Us", i get it how people will just pronounce it that way, it is not a common christian name.
So i told my colleague to call me "Kelvin", well its kind of funny because everyone of us are having fun and they have been calling me "KK" for many months.
Now that some of them call me "Kelvin" it makes my initial KKK "Ku Klux Klan".
Its kind of funny, maybe i should just change my name into "Justus Kelvin Lim"
What do you think?

Overseas Urge

2009-03-13T23:04:00.002+08:00

After the trip to Taiwan, i really feel like going overseas again.
Perhaps Thailand for cheap buys?
If not maybe i can travel to some European country,
but what matters most now is money,
no money no talk,
that's just the way things go in this world.
I'll be trying to earn as much as i can from my part-time job,
if its possible i would like to go overseas again this year.

On a random note, I've went to catch the highly anticipated (at least for me) movie
"My bloody Valentine-3D", it's my first time watching a REAL 3D movie and the whole 1 hour and 45 minutes have been nothing but excitement... and a little bit of sex.
The ticket is a little more expensive then those normal movies, but i will recommend everyone of the legal age to go watch it!

Dream Of The Dead

2009-03-10T22:37:00.003+08:00

Last night, i had around 14 hours of sleep!
Perhaps its because i was tired after many days of insufficient sleep.
Feeling somnolent during all those bus trips, not getting enough rest.

During the 14 hours of sleep,
i dreamt of my dad who have passed away around 10 years ago,
it seem so real, my family and i was in my old house in Tampines.
There we were all waiting for my dad to come back from a trip from overseas,
when he came back i felt so distance from his being,
it seems like i am close to him but yet i am not,
the memories of my father is fading,
its kind of sad.

Is there any science to the predictability of dream?
Because yesterday's dream was just too random.

Memories From Taiwan

2009-03-09T19:01:00.001+08:00

( Click on the photos for a LARGER view )

The day before the trip to Taiwan my group of friends who are going to Taiwan came over to my house to sleep over.Here is a picture with a obscene position.

Early in the morning around 04.30 all of us woke up and prepared to go to the airport,
finally we reached the airport at around 5.00, had our breakfast at "Burgers King"

After around an hour or so, we finally checked in and went into the plane,
we flew on "China Airline" which is a Taiwan airplane,
all the passengers have a TV right in front of them,
the TV includes functions like games,the latest movies,the latest musics and other functions which i might have forgotten.

after 5 hours of flight, we arrived at Taipei.

1st stop we visited one of the tallest building in the world Taipei 101.
The moment we step out of our bus, the cold wind blew strongly against us.
It was so cold that many of us with jacket on were shivering.

Next, we went to NTU(National Taiwan University) for a visit.

This is a gloriously funny picture

The head of EC(Electronic & Computer Engineering) in NTU giving us a talk

End of Day 1, we finally arrived at our hotel which turns out to me a love hotel.
Look at the pictures, they have beautiful bathroom with jacuzzi,
however the bathroom have no locks and the door is a see through glass door.

Day 2 begins with a disturbing morning call,
We had our breakfast and went aboard the bus,
1st stop we went to is "Shih Chien University".

There were many art pieces out on display
, and from most part of Taiwan you will be able to see mountains everywhere.

Next stop: Feng Jia Ye Shi(Feng Jia Night Market)
This is one of the nicest night market I have went to.
It offers many varieties of food to buy,
many young and trendy stuffs,
many many many soft toy catcher machine,
and they are spacious!

after the 4 or 5 hours walk, we took a cab back to our hotel.

Things that I bought in Feng Jia Night market

Day 3 we woke up early again for breakfast,
then we took off to some local company.

What can you see from this picture?

Still cannot see another strange?

Look at the clouds!
they are shaped like UFOs

Re Ye Hu/Ming Hu trip on a boat

a little island inside of Re Ye Hu/Ming Hu

Weisheng's Cobra

My obligation to take down pictures of bamboo

On the way back to the port

Ms Belinder

After the trip we went to some sort of bird park,
Many beautiful birds were there,
I do not know their name except for peacock.

I like this bird!
It have even darker dark eye circle then me!

After the short trip to the bird park, we went on to some Temple around that area

Next up, we went over to ....

... I forgot.

Okay I remember this, we took these pictures in a theater turned museum,

Finally, the night falls,
The rain came and we are at the famous "Shilin Ye Shi"

Delicious Shilin Za Ji Pa(Shilin's Fried Chicken Chop)

prove that I ate it.

end of the day,
we decided to take a train back to the hotel,
just to expierience Taiwan's train.

Jovan with his Lollipop

My Cap

The day ended again right after Night Market Shopping

Morning come again, as usual morning call,
We went to the romantic tourist spot at Dan Shui,
the "Lovers Bridge"

Next we went somewhere where there is those guard that doesn't moves.

Beautiful effect by mother nature.

Another Tourist spot "Chang Kai Shek Memorial Hall"

The number of steps is similar to the number of years that "Chiang Kai Shek" alive.

The tall view of the whole Memorial Hall

Statue of Chiang Kai Shek

The roof there is beautiful

Wei Bing(Those guards who don't move, except when they changes shifts)

Lunch at Wu Jiao Chuan Ban(5 cents plank)

During the night,
we went to "XiMenDing"
there were nothing to shop there,
So we took a train to somewhere else,
there is nothing to shop there as well!
We did not know what to do,
finally we decided to take a cab down to "Shilin" again

Local Delicacies, I love the Lu rou Fan(Braised meat rice),
it only costs NT20(80-90 cents SGD) per bowl.
Of course the others such as cockles vermicelli, Smelly Bean curb and cockles egg was good too.

After that,
we took a cab down to our hotel again,
slept for many hours before we depart the next day,
Waving farewell to our tourists,

Large Group photo in the airport

Luggage

I have finally finish posting about the Taiwan Trip in brief,
there is more photos with Jovan.
So I may just link to his blog or take those photos from him and post it up.
It look me 3 hours to post this post!
Better don't complain!
and try to leave a comment!

I am back from Taiwan!

2009-03-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

I arrived in Singapore at around 20.15,
It have been a really tiring trip and I just finished unpacking my stuffs.
Tomorrow I will have to go to work and after that there will be a 2 days rest.
The photos will be up on the next post!

Luggage

2009-03-02T00:12:00.001+08:00

The excitement is uncontainable, just as I am typing this post,
there is an uncontrollable smile on my face.
Now, I am packing the luggage for the 6 days trip.
However now I have a problem, these are the list of items that I have packed.

boxers
t-shirts
singlet
bermudas
a pair of flip-flops
toothbrush/toothpaste
charger for both my PSP and digital camera

In fact that is all that I have planned to pack, the list is so short!
I don't really know what am I missing out,
because when I googled "Things to bring overseas for short trips"
they gave me a massive list of items which is not relevant to me,
things like sanitary pad ,medications ,books etc.

So I will be wearing a pair of jeans,an ugly NYP open house t-shirt and a jacket(to cover the ugly NYP open house t-shirt), oh ya and I will also be wearing a pair of sneakers over.

I think that 1 pair of jeans is just right for a 6 days trip, since jeans doesn't really get dirty easily.

So you have saw my list of items, did I forget to pack anything?

This trip is really filling my mind so much that, I don't really think of her =D.
Getaways are good.

Taiwan

2009-02-26T21:00:00.001+08:00

My application for the bursary to Taiwan was approved
Now I can go enjoy my trip to Taiwan without worrying about the results for my application!
This is so exciting, I am finally going overseas (other then Malaysia) again after around 8 years!
I saw the itinerary, it was quite nice with 3 university visits, 2 company visits and most importantly almost every night we get to go to their night market to shop.
I have changed some currency today along with my friends, hopefully it is enough for me to spend at Taiwan, if not I have also prepared another $200 in case I overspend.
If I did not overspend, this money will be used to buy liquor,wine,beer and cologne in the local airport where things are tax free!

I'll be leaving early at 3rd march
and will only be back at evening 8th march!
Till then I won't be blogging,
however i promise to post up the photos from the Taiwan trip on THIS blog only.

A piece of charcoal

2009-02-24T21:14:00.000+08:00

I really don't know why I did it, now I regretted doing it.
Just after I left my friends at the train station, I had the urge to call up "Her",
and stupidly enough, that's just what I did.

Hearing her voice is so fresh, it's because I haven heard from her for quite awhile.
I don't know how will she react if she sees these posts, and hopefully she won't see it.

My feelings are like a piece of charcoal that is still burning within, any wind that come might just burn up the whole charcoal.

Calling her was a strong wind for the flames.

Insomnia

2009-02-23T11:03:00.000+08:00

While I struggled to get to sleep yesterday night,
The feeling came again.
Once in a long while, I will just think of her out of the blue.
Yesterday was a really bad one.
I just indulged in reminiscence, of the times I spent with her, it was all nice and stuffs like that, until I remembered of her boyfriend, the one she have been with for around 2 years by now.
A relationship that lasts 2 years, what can I say? they are pretty committed to each other.
I can't help but just feel sad for myself, it wasn't helping me at all.
Every time I had this kind of experience, it felt like I am at the lowest point of my life.
Now I am fully back to the state "A Little Too Not Over You"

The lyrics are really so true, you can give it a listen from this link Here they got the lyrics at the sidebar as well.

and I know that there is some people out there who thinks that the person who used to like them have already moved on,
maybe they have moved on, or maybe they are just trying to deceive themselves, they maybe just trying to get over you.

Help me!

Freedom is it really attainable?

2009-02-19T19:41:00.000+08:00

I believe that every human being on the surface of this planet deserves to be free.
Sadly,total freedom is something that is pretty much unattainable in the modern society.
However, freedom can come in many forms

1.Financial freedom
This is to be financially free, having enough to spend not having to worry about what might occur, because you already have enough money/savings or a stable job to see you through all situation.

2.Freedom of speech
In my country, it is pretty unattainable, everything that you say could just land you in jail.
However in other countries, I see how people can just say what they like without the fear
of being arrested,it seems pretty damn awesome.

3.Freedom to love
This of course is the ability to love your friends, your family and your special ones

4.Freedom to travel
With a Singapore passport, it is extremely easy to get around most countries.
But the point is that ,you get to go where you want to go within your means.

5.Freedom from human
Freedom from humans, basically means that you have no obligation to do anything for a person, for example younger siblings need not do things for their elder siblings.Everything that a person do should come from their heart.

6.Freedom from problems
This is to be set free from burden that have been troubling you,the only way to do so is to get rid of the problems 1 by 1.

7.Freedom from illness
Having a healthy body, at least to the best that you can have.(Exercise regularly, have proper meal with vegs &fruits)
Cancel or hereditary illnesses are inevitable, but you can always sick early treatment when you feel unwell.

8.Freedom for the mind
Have a healthy mind, perhaps you can try meditating.
Just try to relax and not stress yourself out too much, you might just go crazy~.

Above are 8 of those general freedoms, So isn't it logical to get back what you originally deserves?

Facing the reality

2009-02-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

It's not easy to have to face the reality,
many people just live in self-denier because that is their comfort zone,
they feel the safest there.
As cliche as it might sound, reality is harsh,
and it's true how many people just deny when they have a problem,
they themselves are running away from reality,
they are running away from the problems,
they do not want to face it,
they know that by facing the problems,
they will be attacked,
by their self-esteem and by people around them.

However we need to know that,
by facing the problems,
it is the only way to break away and get rid of the problems,
rather then having problems piling on top,
why not face them one by one,
freeing yourself from the invisible burden.
and finally,
enjoying life with your new found freedom.

If only I can turn back time

2009-02-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

The Planet is always turning,
just like how time never stops,
human continues to learn,
meeting of new friends,
losing other old friends,
people changing,
events happening,
seasons to seasons,
human aging,
life and death.

and all this events adds up into our life,
every single events significant or not,
whether we notice it or not,
it contributes to who we are today.

Time will never go the other way around.

I was thinking, about all this events, and sadly I don't think i have made much wise decision throughout my 18 years of life.
Looking back, I did lose out a lot of my time wasting my life on the so called "slack and enjoy " times.
For the pass 3 years ,I have been feeling terrible inside, it feels as if my heart is trapped in a crate. I lacked the ability to love, this is not me, i used to be much more carefree and outgoing.
Why have it come to a point whereby, everyday is a struggle in my heart?
I will often ask myself "what really is the problem?"
But deep down I know what the problem is.
It is a problem i can never face again.

Let me tell you my story,

At the age of 13 I got to know this girl,
she was sweet she was nice, she was what I really wanted
we were really close for the next 4 to 5 years
in between, we had our ups and downs
many times I really wanted to let my feelings be known to her
however, shy as I am I did not

you are right this is another typical "Regret story"
but just let me continue...

there was a period when we will have phone conversation for up to 4 or 5 hours daily
I was positive that I really liked her
parts of my heart thought that she had feelings for me too
however most of my heart told me that she just takes me as a good friend
I saw her through many relationships with her boyfriends
It was a hard thing to do, but I wanted to be there for her
she will often complain about how her boyfriend just scolded her
how she just quarreled with her boyfriend
in tears, she will tell me that she just broke up with her boyfriend
many times I encourage her to break up with her boyfriend
maybe it's because that will open a gate for me
or maybe I really just want her to be happy
I used to listen to this song "Let Me Love You"by Mario
this song is just what I really wanted to tell her
I even tried to forget her by going out with another girl
however, without feelings everything is just empty
my crush for her lasted for close to 4 years
and now we are labeled "Best friends"
she once told me that she will never go out with her best friend
because boy friend don't last forever
but best friends last forever

Until now, the burden is like a tattoo.
It will forever be in my heart, or maybe it will pass after a good 10 years?
or perhaps someone will make me forget his memories.

If only I can turn back time, I would prevent this regret from happening.
I would have told her how I felt, I won't be that shy boy.

I would not be feeling so trapped, so helpless.

I may not be who I am today.

Freedom

2009-02-17T00:31:00.001+08:00

When i typed "Freedom" in dictionary.com, it gave me a multitude of meaning.
So what really is freedom?

It could be one of the many meanings(below) defined by dictionary.com

1.	the state of being free or at liberty rather than in confinement or under physical restraint: He won his freedom after a retrial.

2.	exemption from external control, interference, regulation, etc.

3.	the power to determine action without restraint.

4.	political or national independence.

5.	personal liberty, as opposed to bondage or slavery: a slave who bought his freedom.

6.	exemption from the presence of anything specified (usually fol. by from): freedom from fear.

7.	the absence of or release from ties, obligations, etc.

8.	ease or facility of movement or action: to enjoy the freedom of living in the country.

9.	frankness of manner or speech.

10.	general exemption or immunity: freedom from taxation.

11.	the absence of ceremony or reserve.

12.	a liberty taken.

13.	a particular immunity or privilege enjoyed, as by a city or corporation: freedom to levy taxes.

14.	civil liberty, as opposed to subjection to an arbitrary or despotic government.

15.	the right to enjoy all the privileges or special rights of citizenship, membership, etc., in a community or the like.

16.	the right to frequent, enjoy, or use at will: to have the freedom of a friend's library.

17.	Philosophy. the power to exercise choice and make decisions without constraint from within or without; autonomy; self-determination. Compare necessity (def. 7).

So if you add all this meaning together, who in this earth really have freedom?

	Poor delegation
	Unclear goals
	Poor planning and prioritization
	Limiting and/or negative attitude
	Disorganization and clutter
	Procrastination (could be a sign that the task is something that you don't enjoy, involves an undeveloped skill, or both)
	Overwork/burnout
	Taking on too much at once
	Having so much to do that you don't know where to start ("deer in the headlights" syndrome)

Left-Brain Activities are…
	numerical	spatial
	sequential	non-linear
	verbal	dimensional
	analytic	imaginative
	logical	rhythmic
	linear	visual
		perceptual