Drop your weapon!

Alright! finally a new post, which you maay be seeing for the next few weeks.
This post will be one of those post that will tell you how busy i am and the excuses for not blogging.

Like i said i have been extremely busy for the pass few weeks, it have just been all work and studying.
Even though i did studied, every paper that i have taken this semester is rather discouraging.
Reason being again, the lecturers gave us revision paper which is not helpful and in some way misleading,
i am not trying to push the blame on the lecturers but i am serious about this point.
Everyone is telling me that...

... ermm okay not everyone but quite a handful of people did said that!

Well on a random note, time have really slipped and it is already the 9th month of the year, i recall those goals that i set.
Those goals that i thought was really not that hard to attain, they are all gone.
Car license have turned into a bike license which i will be taking at 1st Oct 09(TP date),
my 5k in bank is unreachable, with the current pay and amount of time, there is just no way i will get 5k.
Unless maybe if i strike a lottery...
Next, a better body for beach party.. haha its a little laughable, the amount of sugar i consumed recently have been massive, I don't want to blame anyone but myself... (perhaps because of all the studying that require so much energy)
HAHA!
no i am still not blaming the exams...

Well actually this year i just want to really pass my exams, i don't wish for those crazy grades.
I just hope that i won't fail, if i fail i will be extremely demoralized , in addition i have to plan my next semester's schedule and drop out of my class.
Just thinking about it is so sad.
So i better pass my paper!

Tomorrow is my last paper, and it's the one i worry the most.
Seriously! i just want to pass.
After tomorrow i will be packed with work.
However, i have plans which includes going overseas and going tanning.
I kind of miss my red tan when i was always going to the pool.
Well i hope things go well, then i will have a happy Christmas that i look forward to every year.
This year for Christmas i have plans to laze on the couch at home with the air-con on and watch Mr bean's Christmas special the whole day.
I wish i have Starhub's cable TV , then i can watch MTV the whole day with their Christmas special's.

Gah! i feel like i have haters, is that normal?