Argh, frustrated...
If only life is a game I would have pressed the reset button...
I just feel like erasing whatever happened, whoever I've met, things I've done...
I've hate the feeling when you just feel so left out, so abandoned.
I hate it when people take me for granted.
What's the point of being a good friend?
You will never get back what you give.
I trust easily and that is not a good thing.
I hate the nature of my being....
Screw promises and screw friendship...
who need good friends when you have got yourself to depend on!
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Here and there
Random bits from here and there!
Alright , so from my previous post you should know that i went for my TP test, and the results? I failed!
Other then that, everything is fine.
I came back from my Bangkok trip and school have started, quite eventful.
This few days have been smooth, hopefully all other things will work out good as well.
Next, i just have to continue to comment on how talented Jason wade is, he is BOOMZly amazing.
Haha, if i don't make fun of Ris Low it may seem like i am a mountain turtle. Yeah but to continue , with my infinite compliment for Jason Wade, his voice is seriously divine, and he look so good with a guitar.
I just have to keep replaying lifehouse's "Whatever It Takes" MTV and see him play his guitar.
Weird i know, but i can't help it when someone's music appeals to me so much... hah
Alright , so from my previous post you should know that i went for my TP test, and the results? I failed!
Other then that, everything is fine.
I came back from my Bangkok trip and school have started, quite eventful.
This few days have been smooth, hopefully all other things will work out good as well.
Next, i just have to continue to comment on how talented Jason wade is, he is BOOMZly amazing.
Haha, if i don't make fun of Ris Low it may seem like i am a mountain turtle. Yeah but to continue , with my infinite compliment for Jason Wade, his voice is seriously divine, and he look so good with a guitar.
I just have to keep replaying lifehouse's "Whatever It Takes" MTV and see him play his guitar.
Weird i know, but i can't help it when someone's music appeals to me so much... hah
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Halfway through
To begin i will like to say that i have been stressed up over 2 things, number 1 is my result for my semester exam and another is my TP( traffic police test), and i am glad i got good news to share.
I have received my semester's results couple of days ago, and i passed all of my subjects . Seriously i expected worst grades, although all the grades are C's and B's and my GPA fell by 0.3 i am still really happy to remain here in the class.
Now i am just anxious,nervous and stressed up over my TP test, every time i think about it ,a picture of an grumpy old men wearing their TP uniform starring at me will fill my entire mind.
I can really imagine the stress for each candidate since there is so many TPs that day to spot any minor mistake that you make, and they will not hesitate to give you points!
Any more then 20 points and that's it, i hope that i don't commit any immediate failure, because it also means that i have to wait for another few weeks or months to book another test date.
Please! let me pass..
I have received my semester's results couple of days ago, and i passed all of my subjects . Seriously i expected worst grades, although all the grades are C's and B's and my GPA fell by 0.3 i am still really happy to remain here in the class.
Now i am just anxious,nervous and stressed up over my TP test, every time i think about it ,a picture of an grumpy old men wearing their TP uniform starring at me will fill my entire mind.
I can really imagine the stress for each candidate since there is so many TPs that day to spot any minor mistake that you make, and they will not hesitate to give you points!
Any more then 20 points and that's it, i hope that i don't commit any immediate failure, because it also means that i have to wait for another few weeks or months to book another test date.
Please! let me pass..
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Belly button?
Hey! whoever is reading my blog! hello!
Ha, i just got my results and i am sure glad that i did not fail!
Puts a smile on my face, now i just got to be nervous about my Traffic police test on the 1st of October, please everyone give me your luck!
Make sure i get no immediate failure and i don't score above 18? or 20? i forgot.
On a side note, do anyone of you know what's the use of your belly button, other then the fact that you need it for the umbilical cord to transport nutrient from your mummy when your a fetus ?
Because i believe that after you are born it's just there for decoration, and of course maybe catch bits of chips that you dropped while your eating and lying at the same time.
When is the last time you cleaned your belly button?
Its a weird question, but you better do clean it!
you don't want to find maggots there one day! hah!
Ha, i just got my results and i am sure glad that i did not fail!
Puts a smile on my face, now i just got to be nervous about my Traffic police test on the 1st of October, please everyone give me your luck!
Make sure i get no immediate failure and i don't score above 18? or 20? i forgot.
On a side note, do anyone of you know what's the use of your belly button, other then the fact that you need it for the umbilical cord to transport nutrient from your mummy when your a fetus ?
Because i believe that after you are born it's just there for decoration, and of course maybe catch bits of chips that you dropped while your eating and lying at the same time.
When is the last time you cleaned your belly button?
Its a weird question, but you better do clean it!
you don't want to find maggots there one day! hah!
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Drop your weapon!
Alright! finally a new post, which you maay be seeing for the next few weeks.
This post will be one of those post that will tell you how busy i am and the excuses for not blogging.
Like i said i have been extremely busy for the pass few weeks, it have just been all work and studying.
Even though i did studied, every paper that i have taken this semester is rather discouraging.
Reason being again, the lecturers gave us revision paper which is not helpful and in some way misleading,
i am not trying to push the blame on the lecturers but i am serious about this point.
Everyone is telling me that...
... ermm okay not everyone but quite a handful of people did said that!
Well on a random note, time have really slipped and it is already the 9th month of the year, i recall those goals that i set.
Those goals that i thought was really not that hard to attain, they are all gone.
Car license have turned into a bike license which i will be taking at 1st Oct 09(TP date),
my 5k in bank is unreachable, with the current pay and amount of time, there is just no way i will get 5k.
Unless maybe if i strike a lottery...
Next, a better body for beach party.. haha its a little laughable, the amount of sugar i consumed recently have been massive, I don't want to blame anyone but myself... (perhaps because of all the studying that require so much energy)
HAHA!
no i am still not blaming the exams...
Well actually this year i just want to really pass my exams, i don't wish for those crazy grades.
I just hope that i won't fail, if i fail i will be extremely demoralized , in addition i have to plan my next semester's schedule and drop out of my class.
Just thinking about it is so sad.
So i better pass my paper!
Tomorrow is my last paper, and it's the one i worry the most.
Seriously! i just want to pass.
After tomorrow i will be packed with work.
However, i have plans which includes going overseas and going tanning.
I kind of miss my red tan when i was always going to the pool.
Well i hope things go well, then i will have a happy Christmas that i look forward to every year.
This year for Christmas i have plans to laze on the couch at home with the air-con on and watch Mr bean's Christmas special the whole day.
I wish i have Starhub's cable TV , then i can watch MTV the whole day with their Christmas special's.
Gah! i feel like i have haters, is that normal?
This post will be one of those post that will tell you how busy i am and the excuses for not blogging.
Like i said i have been extremely busy for the pass few weeks, it have just been all work and studying.
Even though i did studied, every paper that i have taken this semester is rather discouraging.
Reason being again, the lecturers gave us revision paper which is not helpful and in some way misleading,
i am not trying to push the blame on the lecturers but i am serious about this point.
Everyone is telling me that...
... ermm okay not everyone but quite a handful of people did said that!
Well on a random note, time have really slipped and it is already the 9th month of the year, i recall those goals that i set.
Those goals that i thought was really not that hard to attain, they are all gone.
Car license have turned into a bike license which i will be taking at 1st Oct 09(TP date),
my 5k in bank is unreachable, with the current pay and amount of time, there is just no way i will get 5k.
Unless maybe if i strike a lottery...
Next, a better body for beach party.. haha its a little laughable, the amount of sugar i consumed recently have been massive, I don't want to blame anyone but myself... (perhaps because of all the studying that require so much energy)
HAHA!
no i am still not blaming the exams...
Well actually this year i just want to really pass my exams, i don't wish for those crazy grades.
I just hope that i won't fail, if i fail i will be extremely demoralized , in addition i have to plan my next semester's schedule and drop out of my class.
Just thinking about it is so sad.
So i better pass my paper!
Tomorrow is my last paper, and it's the one i worry the most.
Seriously! i just want to pass.
After tomorrow i will be packed with work.
However, i have plans which includes going overseas and going tanning.
I kind of miss my red tan when i was always going to the pool.
Well i hope things go well, then i will have a happy Christmas that i look forward to every year.
This year for Christmas i have plans to laze on the couch at home with the air-con on and watch Mr bean's Christmas special the whole day.
I wish i have Starhub's cable TV , then i can watch MTV the whole day with their Christmas special's.
Gah! i feel like i have haters, is that normal?
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Twitter VS Blogging
For some of you who might be reading my blog.
You probably already noticed that i have not posted any entry for quite some time.
I am here to say that although i am not posting as much as i used to, but this blog will not close down.
The thing is Twitter is really a smart and easy way for the user to express what he/she is feeling at the point of time, this gives instant updates to the web profile, and any double post on the blog will be rather redundant.
Normally i blog only when i have stored a series of event or feelings and share it all together in a single post, however now with Twitter all this feelings and event are easily shared and not stored up .Thus , explaining why most of the bloggers that i know who have Twitter at the same time started to blog less.
I ran one whole round but my point is, i am actually just busy.
I don't even twitter much since i can't do it with my phone now!
You probably already noticed that i have not posted any entry for quite some time.
I am here to say that although i am not posting as much as i used to, but this blog will not close down.
The thing is Twitter is really a smart and easy way for the user to express what he/she is feeling at the point of time, this gives instant updates to the web profile, and any double post on the blog will be rather redundant.
Normally i blog only when i have stored a series of event or feelings and share it all together in a single post, however now with Twitter all this feelings and event are easily shared and not stored up .Thus , explaining why most of the bloggers that i know who have Twitter at the same time started to blog less.
I ran one whole round but my point is, i am actually just busy.
I don't even twitter much since i can't do it with my phone now!
Friday, July 10, 2009
The little things that makes you happy
What is the little things that makes you happy? for me it have a lot to do with what i use to do as a kid and during my younger days. Come to think of it, actually many of it happens in the early morning! Weird,maybe it is because morning is the point of time when you decide on the mood of the whole day, so if you start off happy in the morning the rest of the day will be more enjoyable.
I love to laze around in the bed in the morning after being waken up by the alarm clock, in the end sleeping till i wake up "naturally".
This used to happen to me for a few times during my secondary school days!
I even use to do it on purpose when i am in my cousin's house, i set the alarm in the morning when i got nothing better to do the next day, in the end when the alarm rings i just switch it off and laze around a little and then go back to sleep.I know! superfluous right? i cannot believe that i actually did that as well!
I love to laze around in the bed in the morning after being waken up by the alarm clock, in the end sleeping till i wake up "naturally".
This used to happen to me for a few times during my secondary school days!
I even use to do it on purpose when i am in my cousin's house, i set the alarm in the morning when i got nothing better to do the next day, in the end when the alarm rings i just switch it off and laze around a little and then go back to sleep.I know! superfluous right? i cannot believe that i actually did that as well!
Another one of those little things that never fail to make me smile is a set of warm Macdonald's pancake with orange juice and hashbrown in the morning, i love to wake up to a nice breakfast.
My dad use to buy this for us when we were really young!
My dad use to buy this for us when we were really young!
Going to the arcade right out of bed is also such a precious memory. I remember once my whole family was trying to wake me up to catch a very early soccer match in Kallang stadium, i refuse to wake up until my dad said we are going to arcade now quickly wake up!
I was tricked ,so i woke up and quickly prepare to go out, as a little kid then my face couldn't hide my joy on the face, i was smiling all the way in the car until i found out that i was tricked to watch a soccer match. I always pout when i was young, so i did what i do best and pout all the way , my dad saw and brought us to the arcade after the match. I love the arcade when i was a kid because you can exchange your coupons for prizes, nowadays its not as common.
I was tricked ,so i woke up and quickly prepare to go out, as a little kid then my face couldn't hide my joy on the face, i was smiling all the way in the car until i found out that i was tricked to watch a soccer match. I always pout when i was young, so i did what i do best and pout all the way , my dad saw and brought us to the arcade after the match. I love the arcade when i was a kid because you can exchange your coupons for prizes, nowadays its not as common.
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