Life isn't just a game

Argh, frustrated...
If only life is a game I would have pressed the reset button...
I just feel like erasing whatever happened, whoever I've met, things I've done...
I've hate the feeling when you just feel so left out, so abandoned.
I hate it when people take me for granted.
What's the point of being a good friend?
You will never get back what you give.
I trust easily and that is not a good thing.
I hate the nature of my being....

Screw promises and screw friendship...
who need good friends when you have got yourself to depend on!